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| 04.28.04 (8:08 am) [edit] |
Damn it. This month just continues to be fucking wonderful. I spend 45 minutes in my doctor’s office only to be told by my doctor that they can’t do the biopsy and stuff today because of a fuck up on their part. Then I go to reschedule, next appt is mid-May well since that’s going to be that time of the month I can’t do it then, so after that the next appt…..JUNE, not sure the date because they don’t even have the schedule up.
So, being a bit irritated and tired of waiting I spend the next half hour at home calling other doctors, but being a new patient, I can’t get in to any of them until June either. Three damn months after I was told I need this procedure, it might get done. This is so frustrating. I just want to scream, or say to hell with it and not ever even get the thing done. I just don’t give a shit right now and am so gggggggrrrrrrrrrrr.
How am I supposed to just sit around for two months and wait for a procedure that is supposed to tell me whether or not I have cancer? And yes, I know, from what I’ve read cervical cancer takes a long time to develop so I should be ok. But it doesn’t always take a long time and I’ve already discovered a family inclination for problems in that area. That’s not exactly reassuring.
Fuck it all, nothing I can do anyway.
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